These are the days when all you want is to do is waste the electric bill aircond , online-ing 24 hours , sitting alone in your room ,crying yourself to sleep .I have a feeling of betrayed my bestfriends. Each and everyone of them tell me that a talk shit about me B told everyone my secrets and C hates me in silence and trying to get away from me -..-  . People said I have plenty of  bestfriends . but No I don't . They don't know my life :I . I'm living in a life full with lies , betrayed . gosh, I'm lucky I have You (: