easy come easy go

I lost two people that meant everything to me.They leave and left me with words and memories.if I could turn back the time I would fix everything and put away my ego.But its too late now.Too late.The person that I loved the most left me hangin here alone/depressed/stress while him feel so happy and enjoying his life.why do I have to face this thing all alone? why? I need you here.accompany me.Is it too much to ask? you ask me to change.I changed.But sad you didn't realized a thing.Just remember, you let me go not me.